OMG! I think I am going insane. We are supposed to close on our new house on the 20th! The 20TH people! I thought T was going to flip out, and here I am going insane. I don't really know why either? My anticipation, thoughts, and planning are all overwheleming and they are taking over. T is the one that has to swap over the utilities, get insurance, take paperwork to the loan company and find a job, and I'm over here running around like a chicken with my head cut off. What's wrong with me. I'm not only freaking out about the moving, shopping and decorating, but ever little bitty "life bump" I hit is about to make me explode. Having to tell the hubby anything more than once is making me crazy, needing quiet and getting none makes me cry, having to clean my house is just ... HA! not gonna happen.... AHHHHHHHHHHH
To top it all off- Today was my precious big boy's birthday party. He is getting so big, and I'm amazed at how much my heart swells just thinking about how much he has grown in the last 5 years. Whew, where did that time go. He starts kindergarten in August and I know once I say goodbye and get in the car, the pool of tears being held in are definitely going to overflow.
It sucks that I felt so stressed today! I wanted to be on time for the party, get the goody bags ready, and find out the Chucky Cheese details, I made it there late, was all distracted and confused when guests arrived, and had no idea what the host was telling me. Fortunetley I finally calmed down and the party was a success! Everyone invited showed, and Kaedon was so happy to have all of his friends there, and loved his gifts. Thank you guys for coming, and I was so happy to have my besties there! I really love and appreciate you guys SO much!
It's funny as I go back and read what I just wrote how evidient my insanity is. The first paragraph is excited and quick paced, the second is sentimental and loving, and the third is just kinda all over the place. LOL
I hope I can get it together soon. I guess owning my first home, and customixing so much of it is a big deal to me, and I am also really trying to get my business top notch! I can't wait to move in, get settled and start shooting in the studio! I'm really very excited! I hope you had fun reading this episode of " When Naomi's head turns..." I'll post pics tomorrow!
So you wanna know more....
- Pitter Patter Photographer
- Pflugerville, Texas, United States
- HI All- I am a mom of two boys and spend any free time I get on photography! I love art of all kinds and I'm lucky enough to run my own business fulfilling my passion with photography. I love meeting new families, and doing multiple sessions with the kiddos and almost watching them grow up! I live in Pflugerville, TX and I can't wait for some new neighbors. I love people and kids and I love my family, life and job :)
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2 comments:
Guuuuuuuurl. ;)
I'm so happy for you and your family getting such a NICE first house. I think you've realized you've taken on too much trying to get everything perfect before you've moved in. That sentence makes perfect sense as a thought than it does written. But I hope you can understand part of what I mean. Our first house was built in the 50's and didn't have central air. Yeah that is pure torture when you are in your fat months of pregnancy in the summer and it's 105 degrees out. You know your house is going to look fantastic even if the walls aren't painted before you move in the couch or whatever. This should be a fun and exciting time and perhaps a lil chaotic but don't let that part take over and blindfold out the fun. Oh and moving into our second home..the one we are currently in was no picnic..our closing date kept getting pushed back we finally closed 4 entire months later. Frustrating yes but we didn't let that spoil the fun and excitement of moving in. Oh yeah I was pregnant during that time and didn't have running water in the house until 36 hours after we got the keys in our hands. I wish you well and hope you have wonderful neighbors!
Love ya!
Lastly,
ask for help when you need it.
:)
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